awkward
I wonder if I even enter his mind.

Maybe it's almost time to find some excuse to go next door. Perhaps we need a couple eggs for baking.

He can only do one of two things. I think. he can talk to me or he can slam his door in my face.

I realize the door in my face is more apt to happen then a warm reception.

I think I scared him way back when with the intensity I call me.

I can't help but wonder if he knows I adore him in every way imaginable?

That could be awkward.

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2008-04-28 - 11:17 p.m.
about
hi. I'm just the thirtys something lady next door to the man I want to love for the rest of my life. I've loved him from the first time I laid my eyes on him. Now comes the hard part. Getting the object of my affections to notice that I even exist. Yup, that's me.
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